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Pre and post birthday.........
04/09/2012 13:06
There has actually been good stuff happening recently..........
30th August 2012 - the day I turned 46!
Lovely breakfast, scrambled egg, salmon, toast and coffee to drink. Cards & presies. Took Misty out and just chilled with Paula.
Later, Rosie and Grand Kids popped round and we had...
Diary of Baskerville and other depression related 'stuff'.
29/08/2012 09:03
I know you’re there, I can see your shadow.
Padding, panting and salivating in eager anticipation of a hearty meal. Not today Baskerville!
The scars on my arm are still there from when you last sank those horrific teeth into them.
The inner scars are also mending and I will fight...
Sleep or lack thereof.
28/08/2012 15:36
So, bed around 10.30pm as Paula working, so hard to sleep - ok I forgot my magic pill but didn't tell her - she'd be cross......
My beautiful cuddly cat Tilly decided around 2.40am to wake me up to go out.....jeez!!!!
Back to sleep after..........then some screeching banshee bitch queen...
Belated news............blog 270812
27/08/2012 21:02
Misery and depression and the desire to die..................................life is so meaningless don't you find.
When Baskerville finds me I just want to let it quickly devour me, to get it over and done with, as painlessly as possible.
Somehow, I evade the fucking bastard..............who...
I've been terribly remiss - sorry.
23/08/2012 12:20
well, in no particular order........
Saw the psych man, he said 'no to bipolar' but has put me on Quetiapine, initially 50mg for 3 days, then 100mg for 7.
well, I tripped big time on the first 100 and went and saw my GP who's put me on a slow release 50mg - I feel better for it.
My memory...
One Day At A Time.....
03/08/2012 10:42
I have depression - hang on a minute, I'm 45 and on my 2nd marriage. Life generally is average so what the hell went on.......?
It's funny that, via counselling and self analysis, I have come to realise that I've actually always been this way!
Perhaps eccentric, perhaps lively and overly...
Update
31/07/2012 17:31
OK...........I am following, mostly via Twitter, the Olympics................am not impressed with absence of gold, but.......see how we do.
Happiness...........been very down of late.............been difficult at home.............lots to think about!!!!!!!!!!!
Still enjoying Game of Thrones...
Just me........
26/06/2012 12:40
Depression and self harming age 45 - I ask you!
But, upon recollection via my counsellor and voluntary memory accessing I realise I have done it on and off all my life!
Initially, during childhood, as a coping mechanism for bullying (I wore glasses, was overweight - a recurring theme, and had...
Update
20/06/2012 08:05
Updates coming. Apologies for delay - had a slight blip the other day.
Lovely Father's day with my daughter Heather - pics to follow.
But miss my Son and one thing or another also on my mind and I ended being very sad.
Don't really want to go into it just now.......but feeling very positive...
Mixed up weekend feelings...........
16/06/2012 19:35
Firstly, we had Paula's Grandchildren stay over Friday night which was fabulous. Today, Saturday I got sad and cried - perhaps I should explain.
Tomorrow is Father's day and I got upset because my Son Marcus doesn't speak to me (long story) and I'm excited at seeing my daughter Heather...
News
SaveTheDGH - Eastbourne District General Hospital!
06/09/2012 14:42
PLEASE READ AND ALSO READ ATTACHED LINKS WHICH ARE DOWNLOADED......
dgh FAQ Sep12 word.doc (26 kB)
DGH FAQs.pdf (214,5 kB)
dgh Flyer (flash) Sep12.pdf (1,1 MB)
dgh MarchPoster2012.pdf (43,4 kB)
Save the DGH...
RNIB - Charity page - Lighthouse FA
05/09/2012 13:51The Dark Knight Rises.
27/08/2012 21:10
Basically it wasn't as good as I'd hoped it would be. Batman should've died, end of.......................and 'Robin' taken over.
Bane should've had the pleasure of killing him, not Ras' daughter............needed more of Liam Neeson............
So there.....................
Game of Thrones
27/07/2012 10:30
https://awoiaf.westeros.org/index.php/A_Storm_of_Swords-Chapter_48
This website has all the detailed info re Game of Thrones, I've almost finished Book 3......and I have them all now!!!!
I love it all and am obsessed.........WINTER IS COMING!!!!!!!
Go #TeamGB
27/07/2012 10:26
Ok, I'm not normally an Olympics person, but, probably coz it's being held in the UK, I'm feeling mega patriotic - perhaps it's the Jubilee effect?
We had the pleasure of seeing the Torch in Eastbourne and I'm so rooting for Team GB and following them on Twitter........
So, let's all get...
Travellers - Peacehaven - East Sussex.
27/07/2012 10:24
From: Christopher.Kingswood@sussex.pnn.police.uk [mailto:Christopher.Kingswood@sussex.pnn.police.uk]
Sent: 27 July 2012 08:22
Subject: Workman??
A note from a concerned member of the community. You will note that I did not send out anything like this while a certain group was...
Air Ambulance Charity Day - August 24th 2012
19/07/2012 15:21
https://www.sussex.fundraiseairambulance.co.uk/hero_pages/view_posts/lighthouse
PLEASE HAVE A LOOK AND SUPPORT......THANKS
TEAM GB
19/07/2012 15:18
Just to say go TEAM GB - and that includes the Paralympians......
Iceland - article by a friend
03/07/2012 11:37
A friend wrote the following article;
Iceland is infamously known for its volcanoes and debt.docx (111,3 kB)
(C) Christie Middleton 2012
Please read and provide (constructive) feedback - thank you.
Game of Thrones
07/06/2012 12:48
EVERYONE - READ THE BOOKS AND WATCH THE TV SERIES (1 AND 2)......MARVELLOUS!!!!