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Today.....
13/06/2012 08:10
Hosepipe ban lifted - fuck my old boots.......like I can water my garden anyway with all the rain we've had......
My head is still hurting, feels like pressure, like something's pushing down and the dizziness, is like someone has dipped a teaspoon in and stirred it around like a cup of...
Stop the world I REALLY want to get off......
12/06/2012 12:36
So, yesterday.....felt sooooooo agitated, angry, jumpy and like I had ants instead of blood in my veins. Spoke lots to counsellor and nearly cried. She said I seemed angry, maybe coz every other tom dick and fanny can express their rage, but oh not me, I have to keep it calm - well fuck you! Then...
Just a quickie.
07/06/2012 12:44
2nd full day back at work and bloody knackered! Roll on the weekend. Feeling a bit flat today but hey ho. Trying to get my head around writing some story ideas and have struck up a friendship with an amateur illustrator, hopefully we'll produce something successful.
Good old Twitter - better...
Today's News
26/05/2012 15:11
1st, I watched Iron Sky - omfg it's fffffffffrickin' awesome...........whacky and tongue in cheek but oh such good fun. Watch it people!
2nd, I have a kindred spirit for a friend - they'll know who they are when they read this. Theirs is a beautiful, creative soul who suffers like me and I'm so...
Update
13/05/2012 22:06
So, it's been a while...........at the moment, I'm in a nowhere place..........but I have new scratches..........I just canno fight this stupid urge to constantly scar my arm......wtf is wrong with me???????????? Also, today, I feel so CBA and energy...
I matter!
21/04/2012 11:32
Or don't I?
No one listens
Everyone tells me how or what I should feel
When I harm myself I'm calling out to you
Something is wrong
Listen to me
I'm taking control away from you
and this is what you despise
One day I'll cut too deep and you'll never see me back again
Ooh...
First Counselling Session
18/04/2012 17:48
Had first chat - will find out next week what the plan is. I did cry and don't feel safe with myself. Eek.
Mother doesn't ALWAYS know best!
15/04/2012 10:39
So, yesterday, Saturday 14th April 2012 - I tried to explain (again) to my Mother about my depression AND my recent self harming episode.
Stupidly, I expected some sympathy, a hug but no.............basically..........'this isn't you, snap out of it'.......'don't do it again or I'll be...
Dreams and real lives
13/04/2012 21:47
So, I had this dream where I was in a prison, sort of, it was more like a weird dog/rabbit cage.......there were others and although I felt no perceived threat from anyhone, I think it's a metaphor for my 'caged' state of mind........... I feel so repressed, deliberately so by most of the people...
Finally - I have control over my life!
11/04/2012 20:46
The right to live or die is mine
The right to scratch my skin and draw my blood is mine
The right to take control away from you and return it rightfully - TO ME!
News
SaveTheDGH - Eastbourne District General Hospital!
06/09/2012 14:42
PLEASE READ AND ALSO READ ATTACHED LINKS WHICH ARE DOWNLOADED......
dgh FAQ Sep12 word.doc (26 kB)
DGH FAQs.pdf (214,5 kB)
dgh Flyer (flash) Sep12.pdf (1,1 MB)
dgh MarchPoster2012.pdf (43,4 kB)
Save the DGH...
RNIB - Charity page - Lighthouse FA
05/09/2012 13:51The Dark Knight Rises.
27/08/2012 21:10
Basically it wasn't as good as I'd hoped it would be. Batman should've died, end of.......................and 'Robin' taken over.
Bane should've had the pleasure of killing him, not Ras' daughter............needed more of Liam Neeson............
So there.....................
Game of Thrones
27/07/2012 10:30
https://awoiaf.westeros.org/index.php/A_Storm_of_Swords-Chapter_48
This website has all the detailed info re Game of Thrones, I've almost finished Book 3......and I have them all now!!!!
I love it all and am obsessed.........WINTER IS COMING!!!!!!!
Go #TeamGB
27/07/2012 10:26
Ok, I'm not normally an Olympics person, but, probably coz it's being held in the UK, I'm feeling mega patriotic - perhaps it's the Jubilee effect?
We had the pleasure of seeing the Torch in Eastbourne and I'm so rooting for Team GB and following them on Twitter........
So, let's all get...
Travellers - Peacehaven - East Sussex.
27/07/2012 10:24
From: Christopher.Kingswood@sussex.pnn.police.uk [mailto:Christopher.Kingswood@sussex.pnn.police.uk]
Sent: 27 July 2012 08:22
Subject: Workman??
A note from a concerned member of the community. You will note that I did not send out anything like this while a certain group was...
Air Ambulance Charity Day - August 24th 2012
19/07/2012 15:21
https://www.sussex.fundraiseairambulance.co.uk/hero_pages/view_posts/lighthouse
PLEASE HAVE A LOOK AND SUPPORT......THANKS
TEAM GB
19/07/2012 15:18
Just to say go TEAM GB - and that includes the Paralympians......
Iceland - article by a friend
03/07/2012 11:37
A friend wrote the following article;
Iceland is infamously known for its volcanoes and debt.docx (111,3 kB)
(C) Christie Middleton 2012
Please read and provide (constructive) feedback - thank you.
Game of Thrones
07/06/2012 12:48
EVERYONE - READ THE BOOKS AND WATCH THE TV SERIES (1 AND 2)......MARVELLOUS!!!!