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Pre and post birthday.........
04/09/2012 13:06
There has actually been good stuff happening recently..........
30th August 2012 - the day I turned 46!
Lovely breakfast, scrambled egg, salmon, toast and coffee to drink. Cards & presies. Took Misty out and just chilled with Paula.
Later, Rosie and Grand Kids popped round and we had...
Diary of Baskerville and other depression related 'stuff'.
29/08/2012 09:03
I know you’re there, I can see your shadow.
Padding, panting and salivating in eager anticipation of a hearty meal. Not today Baskerville!
The scars on my arm are still there from when you last sank those horrific teeth into them.
The inner scars are also mending and I will fight...
Sleep or lack thereof.
28/08/2012 15:36
So, bed around 10.30pm as Paula working, so hard to sleep - ok I forgot my magic pill but didn't tell her - she'd be cross......
My beautiful cuddly cat Tilly decided around 2.40am to wake me up to go out.....jeez!!!!
Back to sleep after..........then some screeching banshee bitch queen...
Belated news............blog 270812
27/08/2012 21:02
Misery and depression and the desire to die..................................life is so meaningless don't you find.
When Baskerville finds me I just want to let it quickly devour me, to get it over and done with, as painlessly as possible.
Somehow, I evade the fucking bastard..............who...
I've been terribly remiss - sorry.
23/08/2012 12:20
well, in no particular order........
Saw the psych man, he said 'no to bipolar' but has put me on Quetiapine, initially 50mg for 3 days, then 100mg for 7.
well, I tripped big time on the first 100 and went and saw my GP who's put me on a slow release 50mg - I feel better for it.
My memory...
One Day At A Time.....
03/08/2012 10:42
I have depression - hang on a minute, I'm 45 and on my 2nd marriage. Life generally is average so what the hell went on.......?
It's funny that, via counselling and self analysis, I have come to realise that I've actually always been this way!
Perhaps eccentric, perhaps lively and overly...
Update
31/07/2012 17:31
OK...........I am following, mostly via Twitter, the Olympics................am not impressed with absence of gold, but.......see how we do.
Happiness...........been very down of late.............been difficult at home.............lots to think about!!!!!!!!!!!
Still enjoying Game of Thrones...
Just me........
26/06/2012 12:40
Depression and self harming age 45 - I ask you!
But, upon recollection via my counsellor and voluntary memory accessing I realise I have done it on and off all my life!
Initially, during childhood, as a coping mechanism for bullying (I wore glasses, was overweight - a recurring theme, and had...
Update
20/06/2012 08:05
Updates coming. Apologies for delay - had a slight blip the other day.
Lovely Father's day with my daughter Heather - pics to follow.
But miss my Son and one thing or another also on my mind and I ended being very sad.
Don't really want to go into it just now.......but feeling very positive...
Mixed up weekend feelings...........
16/06/2012 19:35
Firstly, we had Paula's Grandchildren stay over Friday night which was fabulous. Today, Saturday I got sad and cried - perhaps I should explain.
Tomorrow is Father's day and I got upset because my Son Marcus doesn't speak to me (long story) and I'm excited at seeing my daughter Heather...
News
WE COME IN PEACE
11/04/2012 20:21
OK - I am currently nuts for the forthcoming IRON SKY!
See you tube for trailers AND for Laibach B Mashina song from it...........LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fu4k4WI0nM8&feature=related
https://www.lyricstime.com/laibach-b-mashina-lyrics.html
multiple trailers...
Prometheus - It keeps on getting better....
23/03/2012 20:15
https://www.youtube.com/watch?gl=GB&v=34cEo0VhfGE
This trailer is so goddamn awesome - I posted it on Twitter as well.
I am, surprisingly, lost for words as this film looks so amazing..........cinematic viewing is definitely ON!
Let's Talk Movies
22/03/2012 07:54
Let's talk Prometheus! See the new trailer on the website.
Lots of theories hither+thither from fans.
I worry the whole origin of man thing has borrowed heavily from the AVP premise - pyramids etc So, I think the original 'Transmission' that Ripley deciphered was left by the Prometheus crew +...
Twitter 2
21/03/2012 08:05
Trying not to use it today as part of a CNN thing. STRUGGLING.........I MISS YOU TWITTER ;-(
Hope you're all having a fab day.....love and hugs to you all.
Go to my Twitter account, see my followers and follow them - they are an awesome bunch!!!!!
Sharing my work.
14/03/2012 12:32
book of time edit version 140312.docx (51,5 kB)
I want to share a script for a 'short play' that was performed in Eastbourne as part of a competition I won. Enjoy and have a giggle if you want.
Some other scripts for plays that our (closed) drama group did.
If you use any please let me know...
Prometheus
06/03/2012 07:51
Ridley Scott - Genius - possibly God himself!
https://www.prometheus-movie.com/news/118?utm_source=twitterfeed&utm_medium=twitter
https://www.weylandindustries.com/
In Space No One Can Hear You Scream!
Catholic Church and Gay Marriage
05/03/2012 13:22
Seriously - shut up!!!!!!!
Love is love, I'd prefer a whole village of gays to terrorists, perverts, paedophiles, corrupt policitians/bankers, rapists, muggers and general thuggery.
In fact, let's have more buggery and less thuggery. HAHAHAHA
ps Radio Two rocks with Jeremy Vine...
Death of a brave man.
01/03/2012 12:43
It was with profound sadness that I read about the death of PC David Rathband - see article below....
https://www.metro.co.uk/news/891799-david-rathband-death-brothers-tweets-reveal-fearful-last-few-days
How rotten and awful for his family. How evil and cruel life is to not only wound and...
Website launched
24/02/2012 09:02
My new website has been launched.
Welcome and keep coming back. Further updates coming soon.